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| i'm moving someones reading my shit and i don't want them to be reading this. It's none of their business. So IF i add you on my NEW xanga, **please refrain from being showing that i'm on your list**. hide me or something. I don't want people to find me. If i go on your site and SEE that my name is one there I WILL delete you!
GOODBYE | | |
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If I fall, would you catch me?
If I drown, would you save me?
If I cry, would you dry my tears?
If I'm scared, would you drive away all my fears?
If someone made me sad, would you put a smile on my face?
If I was ugly, would you love me the same way?
If I had to go, would you follow?
If I died, would you forget me by tomorrow?
If I needed you, would you always be there?
If I died for you, would you even care? | | |
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so i got shot down. No big deal, at least she knows how i feel! she really is a great person. I can't that i understanad where she's coming from, because, honestly, i don't. I haven't been in love. I haven't found that person that makes me feel like I'm on top of the world. And i wouldn't know what it would feel like to be STILL in love with that person.
TWICE in less than a month i've liked someone whose IN LOVE with someone else Boy do i know how to pick them. It's no ones fault that their heart only has room for that ONE person. Yes, i do wish me was me, but what can I do? nothing. absolutely nothing. But, what if there is another person out there how can make you happy once again? From what my friends tell me "you'll never get over your first love" they will ALWAYS have a piece of your heart. I think DREN is right. It's just bad timing. But, my timing always seems bad.
to her:
I'm sorry that your mind is lingering in the past. And I'm sorry for that incident where I felt that i needed to keep apologizing to you. You once LikEd me, but i liked someone else. Then I started to like you, but you stopping liking me is if this cycle continues, one day we'll both like each other again. Hopefully by then, you'll be able to let me into your heart. And I promise that i'll try my best not to break it. But until then, I want to be your friend. I'm a good friend, loyal, and a great listener. I'll be there for you when you need me. All that i ask is that you at least try to do the same for me. I want your friendship. It's better to be friends than complete strangers.
Sincerely;
Mary Ann M. Acuario | | |
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this whole weekend i spent my time going to and from the Alvarado hospital to visit my tatay. He has open heart surgury on friday. He's goind good, and that's wonderful. He's still making jokes. I gues he's trying to lighten the mood. I forgot exaclt what my mom said but she was like "kamusta ka na........." then "mabuty" sorry if my tagalog spelling is not accurate. then my tatay replies "Mabuty's fine" hahahaha everone started laughing. He's funny, I miss him dearly.
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i really do miss her. even though i only talk to her online. i miss the feeling of calling someone babe, baby i miss holding someone's hand. i miss the hugs and kisses someone holding me with that feeling that they'll never let me go i think she's crushing on someone else. hah just my luck huh. always seems to happen, falling for the wrong people. I know, don't go looking for love, it will find you. it's just that when i do find it,, something bad seems to happen. i really want to go visit her. gas prices are not going to stop this girl!
everytime i listen to anything that has the hint of guitars playing it make me thing of her. Especially the song "more than words" because she knows how to play it and i just imagine her sitting next to my playing that song, while i just looking deeply into her eyes and just smile... hush i've having a moment i'm such a dork! She's so cute ::blushes:: she's nerd, but so am i so hah!
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight | | |
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